I swear….
Stay because Ivan wasn’t in his right mind when it all happened? Al fuckin’ knew that, knows that Ivan would never want to do something like that. So really he left Ivan for something he had no control over.
Why would I think about that? What reason would I have for ever wanting to think about what I’d do if the person I love were to hurt me that badly? That makes absolutely no fuckin’ sense.
He’s killed my friend, killed my sister, killed other people, severely injured me multiple times for no fuckin’ reason, and just generally does nothing but piss me off with his existence. I have no reason to have sympathy for someone getting something they probably deserved. He can’t expect to hurt so many people and not get hurt back.
According to Ivan, he can snap at the drop of a hat. So that, plus Ivan basically telling him to leave, Yea he left.
You’re never paranoid about it? Fuck, I’m terrified Jay or Gil are gonna leave me because they find someone better all the time. It’s a natural fear everyone has.
Alright, fine I give you that. But he doesn’t kill anymore. Al’s already died like twice because of that, doesn’t that help you feel better at all? One time was for no reason what so ever. Fuck, he wants to die right now. You hate him so much, why don’t you go to his room and kill him?
They must not have been at all that in love, then.
I worry all the time that he’ll leave, but I don’t worry about him hurting me, because that’s not something he’d ever do on purpose. And really if he says he won’t leave, I’ll trust that he won’t.
Not killing anymore doesn’t make anything else he did do okay or forgivable. I’m not going to fuckin’ kill him because I’m not an idiot. Killing doesn’t make me feel better. And why the hell would I do that and give you, Alo, Jay, Ivan, Jacy, everyone a reason to come after me and beat, maybe kill me? I’m not stupid. Unlike the rest of you, I don’t like drama.
Well I’m happy for you and Gil. I truly am. I think everyone deserves someone to love them. Even two monsters like Ivan, at least I thought he should, and Al. Just like you can’t forgive Al, I can’t forgive Ivan. I thought he was nice and good, but I was proven wrong.
I fuckin’ hate drama. I’m tired of all this bullshit. I would love a day of no drama. Alo is the only one it seems that it escapes. Until now. Now It’s protection. He’s working on a spell that prevents Ivan from ever hurting Al again. Also, proud of you for not killin’. No matter how much someone has hurt you.
